Stanley wrote:I tell you what. You are grieving right now. Killing a big isn't the most important thing right now. Guys won't understand that haven't been there.
Talk to your wife and kids and anyone else you need to. If you want to hunt do it, if you don't want to don't. Do not pressure yourself into thinking you must hunt. Hunting is a pastime not a necessity. I think you will do just fine in whatever you do.
Thanks my brother.
Been tough right now been long long few weeks
Hunting is a therapy for me. I need the woods. Something about even seeing a deer on the side of the road just elates me. When im in tree i just forget my troubles of the world. Its hard to explian.
The only other times in my life i feel like this in life was of course with my family or when i played football
And i think at 43. My chances for a nfl debut is a little in doubt lmao
Ive been on couple forums asking alot of questions and spending family time as much as possible
Im starting a you tube channel after new year about depression and ptsd
Thank you for your kind words my bro
Ill get through this