Unread postby sethg » Tue Feb 14, 2017 2:57 am
I had a crazy 16 or so hours this past fall... evening of November 7th I carried stand in and climbed a tree that I killed a buck out of in 2015... I got settled at 3:30pm. At 4:05 I heard a slight rustle in the leaves off my back right hip (i'm a right handed shooter)... Nice big 10, I estimate at 150 " came from behind me, and I didn't hear him until he was at 25 yards due to the leaves... I'm a sucker for long g2s and g3s, and boy he had them. Looked a like a picket fence. I got stood up and got my bow off the hanger undetected... He was moving pretty fast towards a ditch crossing to head into a big doe bedding area. I had to turn towards him to draw, and at this time he was nose down at about 15 yards. Well, he saw me when I was halfway turned... He took two hops straight away from me. I "meeehhhed" with my mouth while simultaneously drawing. He stopped and turned broadside to look back at me. I settled the pin and took a great 32 yard shot... arrow was flying true and I was watching it drop down into the boiler room, and all of a sudden it shot off to the left and went about 2" in front of his brisket... There was one limb about the size of your finger in the hole I was shooting through. I couldn't see it through my peep. He didn't know what was going on, and just turned and walked straight away from me... You guys know what a 150" rack with long tines looks like walking straight away, heck he looked like a 180" then haha... I just sat down and banged my head back against the tree. I've killed a 140" with a rifle in NC, but this was biggest buck I had ever had in bow range. I learned that I should've moved a little slower, but at some point you have to gamble... He was moving at a good bit, and if I had not tried to get stood up, turned and drawn, then he would've been past me, and gone before I even gave myself a chance. I don't regret my actions, I just regret that dang limb in the hole I tried to shoot through. I trust myself to close the deal most of the time. I've dreamed about it several times since November, and man i'll never forget the look of the sun shining off those long tines... Little did I know, an hour later a 160" + bigger ten would push a doe all around the woods around me. This deer had me shook up because I had to watch him for 35 mins before he got close enough to think about shooting... He was grunting and just slowly pushing the doe... She actually came by me at 25 yards heading to ditch crossing, but like big bucks seemingly do, he stayed at about 35 yards and just inside some briars/low hanging limbs and I never could get a clear shot. Once he got to ditch crossing and I knew it was my last chance, I snort wheezed at him. He then immediately made a scrape and thrashed a sapling, and then looked back at me. Just a giant. Then he followed the doe into the thicket, and walked out of my life forever... My legs were like jello, and I had to sit down so I wouldn't fall out of the tree. I get the shakes after I shoot a buck, and this was just like that. I prob looked like I was having a seizure...
Next morning out of the same tree I had a buck come out of the bedding area. I saw his horns when he was still about 40 yards out, and about to cross the ditch. He was a 9 pt, and prob 135". I got stood up and drawn really early. He came textbook on the trail I wanted him to. He was nose down and trotting. I "mehhhed" at first shooting lane at 15 yards and he didn't hear me. Next shooting lane was 21 yards and I got him stopped perfectly in the middle of it. Front leg forward and all. I shot, arrow hit ANOTHER DANG LIMB, and I watched it go about 1" over his back... I couldn't believe this one. When I first saw him coming I thought "redemption" for last night. Then once I missed, I was pissed. You just work so hard all year long to be able to hunt, make long walks, countless hours spent scouting, long drives, going in blind and playing it just right, only to screw yourself by hitting limbs on 2 good bucks, and not being able to get a clear shot at another stud. I was really upset after the second miss. Sat there the rest of the AM just staring at my arrow stuck in the dirt. Thinking that I had missed my two opportunities and wouldn't get another one. After a couple days, I got over it. I saw more deer, and one more GIANT but had no chance to shoot him. I finally realized that all I could ask for was the opportunity. I couldn't be mad about being in the right spot. I trust myself to close the deal, and plan on sticking a stud out of that tree this fall.
I'm currently reading one of Bobby Worthington's books and he has a line in there about buck fever. It goes something like this: Buck fever is when you are scared to screw up an opportunity, or scared to miss a big buck... I realized after my two misses this year that I am no longer scared to miss a big one. Will it make me mad if I do? Probably. I will probably also laugh, because I put myself in the right spot to get close to a mature whitetail. But I am no longer scared to miss a big one. I know there will be more big ones in my future.